Aweseome Sh*t

love idea

I’m not in love with you…
Simply the idea of you.
The idea that I have someone to catch me when I fall.
The idea that I have someone who will make me laugh when all I want to do is cry.
The idea that I’m not all alone in this world.
The i
dea that someone accepts all my flaws

The idea that someone could actually love someone like me…
You’re just the physical being that my idea attached to.
I’m tired of just having the idea.
I need something real.
Not just something in my head’


oh how i wish this were true.


this song is exactly how i feel about you. I still love and miss you dearly. Nothing is ever going to change that. I hope all is going well for you and I hope you finally found the happiness you deserve. I will never forget you and not a day will go by where i wont think about you. You’ve changed my life for the better and I hope I can one day repay you for all you have done. Until I see you again love…. 





“Stubborn Love”

She’ll lie and steal and cheat, and beg you from her knees
Make you thinks she means it this time
She’ll tear a hole in you, the one you can’t repair
But I still love her, I don’t really care

When we were young, oh oh, we did enough
When it got cold, ooh ooh, we bundled up
I can’t be told, ah ah it can’t be done

It’s better to feel pain, than nothing at all
The opposite of love’s indifference
Pay attention now, I’m standing on your porch screaming out
And I wont leave until you come downstairs

So keep your head up, keep your love
Keep your head up, my love [x2]
Keep your head up, keep your love

I don’t blame ya dear for running like you did, all these years
I would do the same, you best believe
The highway signs say we’re close, but I don’t read those things anymore
I never trusted my own eyes

When we were young oh oh, we did enough
When it got cold, ooh ooh we bundled up
I can’t be told, ah ah, can’t be done

So keep your head up, keep your love
Keep your head up, my love [x2]
Keep your head up, keep your love
Head up, love
Head up, love